This is something my Hilmir gave me to recite as often as possible throughout the day. I have it memorized, but I still struggle with feeling like a failure sometimes.
We had our first fight last night. It wasn't as big as other fights I have had and I think that was because Hilmir insisted on communication throughout. There were a couple of MIScommunications throughout, but that is often the nature of IM conversations. Once we switched to voice
things got MUCH better!!
Now things are better! I learned a lot from our disagreement, not the least of which is that I continue to love my Hilmir and do not regret for a moment submitting myself to him. He owns all of me, which is right and proper for me. Of all the men who I have wanted to own me, he
is the best, as he is Dominant. Not Domineering, which I have had to deal with before, but Dominant.
When I was in my early 20's I SO wanted my first husband to be my Master and he tried his best, although at the time, neither of us realized what I was so desperately trying to get. Since then I have been trying and trying. Now I have an Owner and I am proud of my status as his praell!
Alika
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